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Wednesday, 4 May 2011

What should I do?

Kailan lang nakatanggap ako ng text message sa isang barkada.

Ken punta tayo sa *General Hospital, nasagasaan daw si M, nahagip yung paa. Game ka?

Remember this guy from my story 120 days of lie. He used to be a friend of mine. To cut to the chase, siya yung kaibigan kong sinulot yung nililigawan kong girl, deliberately. In the end, they both end up hating me and I hating them more. And in the past months, actually over a year already, we have been neutrally pretending to be like strangers. I oftentimes walked right them without saying a word or simply nod notwithstanding I find it obviously natural for those people who had gone through all these issues.

The whole barkada, I think, is going to pay a visit this Saturday since he recently had an operation—a tibial fracture to be corrected. Lately, I have been asking myself if I should go or not. I don‘t exactly even know how to start a conversation with him or to both of them. Magiging friends ba ulit kami kung pupunta man ako dun or I would utterly turn out mean kung hindi? Badtreppp.

8 comments:

  1. kung ako ang nasa situation. magdadala ako ng kunyari fruits. pasok sa room, then say, oi nasagasaan ka pala? magpagaling ka ha. ito para sayo. sige. then walkout XD

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  2. Hmmm if I'm on your shoe, siguro i'll be nice and kakamustahin ko sya then kung ano man ung maging reaksyon nya its up to you kung pano ka magrereact..

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  3. @Kraehe - lol parang half good, half evil lang hehe. pero sa tingin ko sasabihin nila plastic ako, just like what they told me before in which hindi ko alam kung bakit. thanks

    @Kench - precisely my idea, too. :) and two answers na nagsasabi na I should go so its never good na I shouldnt show up? thanks

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  4. Siguro now is the right time to forgive and forget. Malay mo maging good friends kayo ulit. You don't really have to do anything, you just have to be there for him. :)

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  5. @klomster - Thanks. And I know the moment na kung pupunta man ako dun, it only means that Im breaking the gap and ready to befriends with them. Right?

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  6. ako from the first commentator i agree but not to walk out naman, just bring fruits, then, "bro fruits, nabalitaan ko kasing nahagip ka ng sasakyan eh, di ka naman iba sakin eh" sabay dahan dahan ka na lang umalis at magpaalam, sabihin mong dumaan ka lang para makita kalagayan nya

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  7. agree ako kay kench... it depends sa magiging reaction nya... kung feeling mo plastik pa din sya sayo or kumunot noo nya the moment he saw you, dun mo nlng sabihin na napadaan ka lang.. pero kung ok nmn sya, why not start a conversation with them dba?...

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  8. Thanks to everyone who coached. Bukas na to and im looking forward to seeing them kahit sobrang hesistant ako. bahala na

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